I encountered a friend last night. “How’s your writing going?” he asked. I’m paraphrasing the conversation.
As I’d been socializing more, I’d created an elevator answer for that question. “Great. Finished writing a series of five books last year, and then I edited and revised them, completing that at the end of the year, wrote a synopsis of the first novel, and compiled a list of agents for submission. Meanwhile, I’ve started writing a new novel.”
“You’re already writing another book? Don’t you need to take a break?”
“No. Writing is a pleasure. I didn’t need a break. Starting a new novel is always energizing.”
“How do you come up with ideas?”
“There are always ideas. Ideas come on from watching animals, the weather, people’s voices, expressions, and stories, newspaper articles, new inventions, dreams, reading, watching television, movies, music. Deciding which one to pursue is the challenge.”
“How do you decide?”
“It’s really about which one catches the wind and takes off. I don’t make a conscious decision about what to work on so much as I start writing. Then it comes out.”
Thinking about that today as I finish my day of writing like crazy, I reflect on all the story, novel, play, and musical ideas locked up in my mind, wondering which will ever be realized. I think if I physically could, I’d be writing twenty-four hours a day to satisfy my imagination and muses, and that still might not be enough.
Ironically, I dislike socializing. Socializing is an energy thief. It requires that I carve time out, set it aside, and focus on being polite, friendly, and speaking with others. All that is exhausting. Yet, inconveniently, socializing stimulates my writing ideas. Listening to people, watching them, and breaking out of my routines fire new ideas. There’s always a catch, isn’t there?
Now, sadly, time to stop once again. Bummer.
It seems we are in similar boats, or ships, or whatever transvestial line. May it be too forward of me to request a collaborative symbiotic relationship of guidance/mentor/guardian/writer whatever sort of thing?
It feels really weird to say that. But my request comes from a place of vulnerability and honesty and innocence. I am not innocent, but I have no hidden agenda. Also, I understand if you decline. No hard feelings. Just throwing out a communication fishing line.
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I’m flattered but I don’t know if I’m capable of what you ask. I’m accused of being a brusque person in real life.
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Why brusque? And how much effort/work do you expect there to be? I am a fireball hurtling through the sky. And I am also totally not that all the time. If I’m not “heading in a direction” I tend to be completely stationary and tend to burn myself up and my surroundings out.
A need a welding mask, or a stealth visor, to help keep my wandering eye of sauron focused on the prize.
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Okay. I’ll try.
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