I think I’d like to be my cat, Papi. With us almost eight years, he remains so wary, I’d like to be him and know if there are memories of events that shaped him.
I’d like to get some insights into what the little floof is thinking when he comes to me and sits by me, staring up. He often does this after he finishes eating. I assume he wants attention, affection, so I scratch his head and chin and pet him. It usually seems to answer his need but sometimes he scurries off like he’s disappointed.
I want to be him so I can find out where he goes when he disappears for an hour. I want to be him to gain insights into how much he endangers himself with his roaming. Kind of looking for reassurance that the worse which I imagine isn’t what’s happening. I want comfort that he’s not running from dogs, almost getting hit by cars, narrowly escaping bears, cougars, and foxes. I want to know what he has against the gray and white cat that shows up once in a while, and why they start yelling at each other. Is it territorial, politics, or something else, like a miscommunicaiton.
I just want to know who he is, what he thinks, and what he does. Really, is that asking too much?
Michael Seidel, writer 
Not asking too much at all.
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I wonder the same thing about Regulus. He was a seven-year-old stray* when we took him in. Obviously, he had been abused since his reactions to certain things (paper, petting him directly as opposed to from behind the head) would cause him to react negatively. Fearing the outside for the first year and a half, now he want to own the territory he claims…but where and how far does he consider his territory goes is still a mystery. Who or what caused some of the scars he has we will never know, so I understand your desire to live in Papi’s fur. ~Nan
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I feel for them and wonder. The often seem like enigmas wrapped in fur. Cheers
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