Today’s theme music is from 1984, when Madonna was a new phenom.
I started streaming it because of a dream. In the dream, people were constantly chastising me for crossing the border, or crossing the lines, or crossing the borderlines. At first, I responded with confusion, telling them, I didn’t see, or, I didn’t know. Sometimes I apologized because they were upset. But as I grasped what they meant about borders and lines, I realized that they were the offensive ones with their false conformity-based or racially/sexually biased borders. As I encountered more people, I discovered more ridiculous borders and demands to recognize and accept the borders. That all pissed me off because their borders were predicated on childish fears and outlandish ideas. I was prompted to declare that I was against their borders, and I was going to cross them. That led to a huge, ugly, hostile confrontation.
So, awakening and thinking about the dream, I streamed a few things involving borders, like Taco Bell’s old commercial line, “Run for the border.” I then streamed a little CCR, “Better run through the jungle, and don’t look back to see.” But then, out of the morass came Madonna’s “Borderline”, which stayed and soothed.
That’s my whole effing problem with existence… with living. I can never fit just as I am, so I remould myself based of what I know, and thus there are “parts of me hidden” and secret. But… I didn’t see them as secret, they just didn’t fit the parameters of connection and friendship as dictated by them! Ugh.. I dunno.
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I’m sorry to hear that, my friend. I think all of us remold ourselves in small, constant ways but most people keep it private. It sounds like your remoulding is a much larger and involved process.
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I’m opposite to the norm and it’s not a cute rebellious thingy, it really frustrates me being so… against the damn grain. LOL
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I can’t pretend to understand. I can hope to empathize and sympathize with you, and compare our experiences. It seems, on the surface, that I’ve been fortunate to find a little more balance, at least for here, at least for now, than you. But every day has its own hue.
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Indeed. For there is colour everywhere. But satuation, contrast and brightness impact our ability to see and what we actually see.
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True dat.
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Oh, I love that early Madonna stuff. Coincidentally, I’ve just been watching “Crossing Lines” on Netflix, which is about a team of international police who investigate crimes across the European Union. It’s pretty good!
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I’ve watched “Crossing Lines”. I enjoyed it, for the most part. As you say pretty good, with a few small lapses. Watching “Bordertown” now. Did you ever watch “River”?
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River is one of my all-time favourite shows—it was brilliant!
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Yes, my wife thought it was too dark, but I thought it was brilliant.
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Funny how the problems of the day turn up in our dreams, eh?
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Yes. I often think that the problems are like mud in my conscious hours. They settle through the dreams, and then I awaken with greater clarity.
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